Friday (at least this friday) sucks, I went to the dentist and walked out in more pain the I was before I went in. They gave me a filling but due to the damage of the tooth (the one I lost the feeling in and broke) it will need to be crowned. I had a flashback/anxiety attack in the dentist chair and that was uncool. I had them in my mouth drilling, Im crying and digging my hands into my arms bad bad bad all around.
ONce I came home and then numbing agent wore off my tooth/jaw was in so much pain I was dizzy. it acutally hurt worse then my back.
I made two curtains for the kitchen today, painted 2 walls in the bedroom, and finished with velcro on the cape.
saturday will be more of the same, cleaning, painting, sewing, and working on making our bedroom a haven, instead of the laundry dumping grounds.
Sunday the kids have a birthday party to go to and the are so excited. . . me to...
Monday I find out about the job and I am excited and scared.. but once I know I can either go get books for school or inform everyone of the changes in my status and give my notice.
I miss my husband, I miss a co-parent. and I hate having everyday feel like groundhogs day.
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