IS this thing on?? This week has been a lot of tests, each of my classes has a Quiz/Test this week as well as I give my career presentation tomorrow. At this point in the week I am just glad that its Wednesday!
Whelmed is a good way to put it, not Over, not under, just whelmed. I have a lot of things going on and managing them as well as those unplanned for things is keeping me plenty busy.
Im still pondering the conversion I had with the homeless man yesterday. I was driving home from my class & test this morning when i acknowledged my UN-quenched desire to travel. I dont mean the vacation travel. I mean a walk-about. (I love this term, i stole it from the movie Australia where they are talking about the coming of age of youth and the journey they take).
I still want to just pack up and go... with no where special in mind, just to journey till I find the reason to go home. Not all who journey are lost.
I also acknowledged that while loosing the creature comforts that I have gotten use to, I am feeling burdened by them and I want to declutter them from my life. I do not want these things to define me more then memories others keep of me. I need to orangainz again, yet i dont know where to start.
Best place to find me today when I am all deep though cant focus on studying.. my elliptical. I try to use it everyday, some more then others, some days i take a walk or bike ride instead, and even more times then that I choose to relax and sleep. But today i was on for a while, i reset the timer so i dont know exact but i do know my legs hurt, and my butt is sore. It felt good to channel this, becasue i think i am even confusing myself trying to write it down.
The most thankful thing i am thankful off... My Family, as long as i have them i could have nothing else and my heart would be full.
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