Judging by the way things are going

Judging by they way things are going, i might need a stiff drink, a day off, and a massage but not really all in that order.

I though i needed a good cry so i got on netflix and started to watch a movie "letters to god" tearjerker, even if you just listen to it. yet even after the cry it was the wrong kind of cry so im back to sentence 1.

So my Random act of Impulse today was getting my tongue re-pierced, currently in fat "S" stage and has sworn off talking for as long as possible till the swelling goes down.

This will be the 4th time i have had it done. 1st time was in college 2001 Aug, as a act of rebellion (something I always wanted to do). 2nd time in the Army act of rebellion since you werent allowed to have it done. 3rd time, when we moved to germany as something to do, and this time.... well i just wanted it to play with again, i kinda missed and i did it because i know once i get "that professional" job the likely hood of doing it is even slimmer. So glasses up to being in your 20's, impulses, and carpe diem.

oh as another impulse/feeling of obligation, i joined the ROTC program at my school. My thinking is that once i graduate with my BSW, they will help pay for my Masters LCSW, and i will be able to be back in the army to "Fulfill" my duty to my country, family, friends...

Amos and I are going to talk about it so i can withdrawl if it is to much strain on the family. or we decided i wont be able to take it.